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5.16.08
HI NICK - WELL, WE JUST OBSERVED YOUR 3RD ANNIVERSARY AND IT IS SO HARD TO BELIEVE WE HAVE BEEN WITHOUT YOU FOR 3 YEARS. REALLY, I GUESS THE REASON IT IS SO HARD TO BELIEVE IS THAT I DON'T FEEL WE HAVE BEEN TOTALLY WITHOUT YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH US EVERYDAY. WE ATTENDED THE SCHOLARSHIP MASS TODAY AT ST. LOUIS SCHOOL,A ND YOUR GOOD WORKS JUST GO ON AND ON. YOUR MISSION HERE MAY HAVE BEEN COMPLETED AND YOU WERE ABLE TO RETURN TO A HIGHER PLACE, BUT THE GOOD YOU DID HERE IS STILL ACKNOWLEDGED AND APPRECIATED. IT MAKES US SO PROUD TO SEE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SO GRATEFUL TO YOU, NICK, AND GUESS WHAT - YOU GOT A STANDING OVATION FROM THE STUDENTS AT ST. LOUIS TODAY.!! THAT WAS A THRILL, ALSO. KEEP TENDING US HERE, NICK, AND KNOW WE LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. GRANNY

5.11.08
Nick your the man
Best

4.28.08
Dear Nick -
There isn't a day that goes by that we don't think of you and miss you tons.
A friend of mine recently said, "I so value our freedom and all of the blessings this country has to offer, especially for the sake of our children. I think of and thank your nephew, and others like him, often." '
Thought you should know.
Love,
CBEE

4.10.08
Just wanted to tell you I still think about you almost every day and I'm still honored. We all miss you more every day
Geoff

12.7.07
Dearest Nick -
We miss you more than ever. Reminders of you are everywhere. What a treasure you are . . . Watch over us, Nick.
Much Love,
CBEE

11.19.07
Hey Nick,
We just had the benefit friday, everything was amazing. You would have loved how much of a party it was! I think about you everyday. I want to thank you for the numerous times that you have saved me from an accident. Its still hard for me to grasp that your not coming back home. It really sucks that you cant be here to see me graduate and come party with Geoffrey on his 21st, he thought about you all day today I know and we made sure we tipped one back for you. For the benefit Nick he actaully stayed up past 10! Your in my thoughts everyday and I apprecaite the smiles and tears that your memory brings to my face. You will always and forever be my hero for giving it all for me, I don't know how you did it but you didnt even blink. Only hero's do that Nick. And you're mine and I thank you so much for not batting an eye and protecting your family. I love you and miss you everyday. Thanks again for keeping me out of ditches, Whenever i go over 60 i look up and see your picture and know that you would have been in the next car racing me. We'll have a brewsky when i get up there. Tell Wanda hi and I miss her, I'm sure she gave you a big hug and a kiss. Love you Nick,
In my thoughts, prayers, and memories forever and always
Chelsea

11.11.07
DEAREST NICK - TODAY YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FROM US FOR TWO AND ONE-HALF YEARS, AND THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU NEVER GOES AWAY. TODAY WE ARE CELEBRATING VETERANS DAY AND ALL THE SACRIFICES MADE, AND THERE IS NO GREATER SACRIFICE THAN THE ONE YOU MADE. EACH DAY I TRY TO SEE THE GREATER GOOD IN YOU BEING TAKEN FROM US, BUT IT STILL ESCAPES ME. I THINK I AM LEARNING BETTER TO TRUST GOD AND TO KNOW HE HAD A DEFINITE PURPOSE IN TAKING YOU AND DERGA AND ALL THE REST OF LIMA CO. YOU ARE STILL SO VERY MUCH WITH US IN THOUGHT AND IN OUR HEARTS, AND ALWAYS WILL BE. IT SEEMS EACH DAY SOMEONE REMINDS ME THAT YOU ARE THEIR HERO AND SO MANY PEOPLE ARE SO MUCH BETTER FOR HAVING KNOWN YOU AND BEEN AROUND YOU, SO YOUR PRESENCE IS STILL FELT HERE IN THAT WAY. STAY CLOSE TO US, NICK, WATCH OVER US, AND HELP US TO BE STRONGER AND MAKE OUR LIFE MORE MEANINGFUL BY HAVING KNOWN AND LOVED YOU. ALL MY LOVE TODAY AND ALWAYS - GRANNY

10.22.07
Nick, what a blessing it was the day you were born - wishing you MUCH love on your special day. We miss you more than ever!!
The golden moments in the stream of life rush past us, and we see nothing but sand; the angles come to visit us, and we only know them when they are gone. (George Eliot)
See, I am sending an angel ahead of you to guard you along the way and to bring you to the place I have prepared. (Exodus 23:20)
L

10.3.07
hey buddy. i just scrolled down this page and realize that i overload you with messages; well hey, i guess its never gonna change, im gonna be on your ass for the rest of time whether you're right in front of me or watching over. so get over it :) this year has gone by so fast it's hard to believe that it's already october. i work at the hospital now, and i have started school...haha you'd laugh. i'm gonna be a nurse, nick. me. a nurse. what a crazy thought. i was thinking that once i graduate i would look into military nursing, or travel across the lines of the united states and work towars the greater effort in the world. who knows where this life will take me....but i guess that's the beauty of it. as time goes by, i realize that it gets to be harder without you here with us. you know, i have heard that time heals. and maybe in some ways, it does....but you are still very much everywhere around us. i drive through owensville, there you are...i get into my car, there you are....i lay down for bed....there's your picture and your kairos letter to me....and of course, i continue to see all of the people who so dearly have loved you for so long....in a sense, there has been no time to heal....just time to see how much you have impacted and will continue to impact all of us in our daily lives. i just wanted to thank you for who you are, and what you have done for me and the rest of us...you truely are a blessing from God, and maybe that is why he called you back so soon.
ALWAYS MISSING YOU AND NEVER FORGETTING.
love you.
please continue to look after all of those who love you down here.
ps. u suck :)
Starr

9.11.07
Dear Nick -
We remember and honor you today and every day. Your sacrifice will never be forgotten. We love you.
CBEE

7.19.07
Nick-
I'm sorry this is only my first post. Miss you Bro. We had too many great memories together- most of them laughing so hard I cried. Thanks for introducing me to Half Baked...what a great flick. I'm moving to Charlotte to work full time, and I'm actually living with Allie-small world huh? This was my first but won't be my last...
Delany

5.11.07
to think it's been two years.....it boggles my mind. i wont write much, bc i always write a book, but i'm slowly realizing that no words can match my feelings. Just know I still very much think about you every day of my life, it's become a part of it, and my thoughts will never fade....just like you, nick, will never fade...i love you. keep on keepin on up top, bud.
WE MISS YOU. - Starr

5.2.07
my hero.
my inspiration.
my reality check.
my sublime sing along.
my friend.
still, and ALWAYS,
missing you.

4.19.07
Guess Heaven was needing a hero. - Lisa

4.11.07
HI NICK - JUST A SHORT NOTE TO LET YOU KNOW I KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS AND THEY ARE NEVER FORGOTTEN. EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE WITH ME IN THOUGHT EVERY DAY, THIS DAY ON THE 11TH OF THE MONTH IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND I ALWAYS FEEL CLOSER TO YOU THAN USUAL. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR CARE AND LOOK AFTER ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS WHO ALSO NEED YOUR HELP. WE STILL DEPEND ON YOU TO LOOK AFTER US AND BLESS US IN YOUR OWN WAY. MISS YOU TERRIBLY AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. MY BEST ALWAYS - GEE-MA-J

4.8.07
DEAR NICK - HAPPY EASTER, DARLIN'. IT'S BEEN AWHILE I KNOW SINCE ILAST E-MAILED YOU, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVEN'T BEEN THINKING OF YOU AND TALKING WITH YOU IN MY MIND. YOU ARE CONSTANTLY IN MY HEART AND MIND EVERY DAY, AND I AM SO PROUD OF YOU AND ALL YOU HAVE DONE - BUT THEN I ALWAYS WAS - EVEN BEFORE YOU BECAME A MARINE. THANKS FOR ALL THE WONDERFUL MEMORIES AND FOR YOUR UNSELFISH SERVICE AND SACRIFICE FOR OUR COUNTRY. THERE IS NONE BETTER AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. GEE-MA-J

3.10.07
Nick,
I've been thinking about you alot lately and have been meening to post a message but have been otherwise detained. I just want to say thanks for all you have done and for what you still do- you give me strength on days when I need it the most so THANK YOU! We love and miss you lots!!! Semper Fi.
Cole

1.8.07
hey nick
i was never able to meet you but ive heard all good things, i saw this website from my friends profile and i read almost every single message. i cant even imagine the hard times your friends and family are going through. cant even imagine. your in my prayers. thank you for everything you have done, you are a hero. god bless you and your family - Jen

1.2.07
Dearest Nick -
It's a new year. The holidays have been hard. There isn't a day that goes by that you aren't on my mind . . . so many memories. . . . I keep seeing you at our house at Christmas. I wish so much that I could give you a great big hug. I visited your grave Christmas Eve and left an angel for you. Watch over us, Nick. We love you more than words can say.
Love Always,
CBEE

12.25.06
christmas just arrived. and i am sitting here, thinking about you, which is how most of my nights end up. i have trouble sleeping, which leads to thinking, which leads to you....ect, ect. my dreams are so realistic....you are there, givin me shit, makin fun of me, we're laughing, you are so real. i just can't seem to get a grip on everything. my life, it's just so repetitve nick. i keep praying, i keep trying to be inspired, but its so difficult these days. the more time that goes by, the more i realize it's never gonna be easy, there is no 'easier'. things will always be drastically different without you. i miss you. i miss you more than words could ever say. you are a hero, and although that will never compensate for your presence on this earth, it helps out with the 'why' questions. every single day i think about you, about your imprtance to me, your importance to your other close friends, your improtance to this town, your importance to this world. and it boggles my mind that i spent majority of my time with mr. nicholas brandon erdy, the hero, and that some of our best days were spent, together.
i love you nick.
merry christmas.
starr

12.25.06
Merry Christmas Nick...We are thinking of you always! - Lauren

12.24.06
Nick -
Can't seem to get you off my mind today even though it's been a busy day. It still seems like you should be coming home soon - I guess that's something I'll never get used to. We came to visit and brought you a tree, but I still missed your smile, although it is very vivid in my mind. Please know that I would love to see you and wish you a Merry Christmas. You're in our thoughts and prayers every day. Keep watch over us.
Lots of love --- Kristi

11.21.06
only two defining people ever offered to die for you: Jesus Christ and the American Soldier...one died to save your soul and the other, your freedom...we love and miss you nick!!

11.11.06
only two defining people ever offered to die for you: Jesus Christ and the American Soldier... one died to save your soul and the other, YOUR FREEDOM. we love and miss you nick - amy bergman

11.11.06
NIck,
Today is officially Veteran's Day. I met L.Cpl. Beard last night at the Bluejackets game. He is a new member of Lima Company. He said he joined because he lost a friend in Lima Company. He also told me that he has heard lots of great things about all of you guys especially you. Of course, I am not shocked to hear that because you are so great. Love and miss you lots.
Cole

11.10.06
Nick,
Tomorrow is officially Veteran's Day but we are observing it today at work, etc.. Thank you so much for your service. Whenever I encounter a service man or woman, I always take extra time to thank them for what they do especially you Marines. You gave your life for all of us in your service to your country. I don't know how else to say it except thank you for your service. We are so proud of you and all service people especially you Marines. SEMPER FI
Cole

10.24.06
nick...happy belated birthday....i wanted to tell you that on the 22nd, i had the most vivid dream about ya.....you gave me a hug and it was so real...it was just crazy because of all the days to dream about you.....i loved it...i just wanted to let you know that you are still on my mind everyday, and pictures of you that i keep finding are begininning to flood my dashboard....i have realized that although things will never bet he same, i love having you as the one to watch over us all.....i love you.

10.23.06
Nick,
Happy B-day! Your Aunt Lisa and I were toasting you yesterday on your birthday. We talked about all the little things that remind us of you every day whether it be a Marine commercial or someone that looks like you. I was telling Lisa that I was watching some stupid show on television the other day when I saw this young man that looked like you. We love and miss you very much.
Cole

10.22.06
Nick- you are never forgotten and always remembered. thanks for every thing you ever did. i love you always. -Jill

10.22.06
Nick - Happy birthday! It's been a while, but seems like yesterday. Still waiting for you to come home. Been thinking of you alot today - more than usual. We all miss you, Clayton still prays for you every day. I know you're in a better place, but still can't help but wish you were here. Look down on us and keep us strong. Love, the crazy neighbor lady!

10.01.06
Dear Nick - In case you haven't already found out, I wanted to be sure you got the word that Dustin and Meaghan had a little boy this morning about 4:45 or so. Of course, you know they were going to name him Tristan Nicholas. Dustin was so excited when he called his Mom, but we don't know all the particulars yet, except Dustin said he was "big and loud". He was so excited he could hardly talk. Anyway, what I wanted to say in this regard is a BIG "thank you" for helping make this possible. I know what a help you were with Dustin when he was going through his tough times, and he was so influenced by your courage and strength that it helped turn things around for him. So - again, thanks for all your efforts for so many people and keep on looking after us. Every day is so difficult and we definitely need your love and care. I miss you so much I don't know how to cope some days. My love - always and forever - Granny

9.23.06
hey nick whats up.I can't believe your gone.It's been hard to concentrate in school.I'm just glad you're out of Iraq.I missyour idiotioc comments and dance moves.I don't know how I'm goingto beat any video games without you.Anyway I just wanted to say hi. your my hero man Semper FI - jarod

9.11.06
Hey Nick! This is Molly, Denny's little sister,- yeah the one that always pestered you guys when you were hanging out in the basement at our old house! Anyhow I was just thinking about you tonight (as I do often), and I started thinking about how many people you have touched here, how many people that constantly think of you and always will as a true hero. I just feel greatful to have met such a wonderful person. I know that Denny and all the guys think of you constantly, and drink tons and tons of pikes in your honor! I know that you are watching out for Denny and all the guys, and I love that feeling! Thanks Nick, you, your family, and the Boot's cross my mind often and always will. Love, Molly and the rest of the Dineens

9.11.06
Dearest Nick -
You are in our thoughts every day. We miss you so much and long for the day when we can see you again. Your bright spirit lives on through your loving family. You are forever in our hearts. We will never forget.
CBEE

8.27.06
i miss you. all day, everyday.
Starr

8.13.06
Thinking of you Nick...you are still in our hearts. L

7.14.06
Hey Erdy, always thinkin about you guys...not a day goes by...We Love You, Teri Brill

5.29.06
Nick, You are the reason we have Memorial Day. You are what makes the USA proud, and you are what every one of us try to be. Thanks Nick, no one has forgotten. Happy Memorial Day. - geoff

5.29.06
Nick, On this Memorial Day, you are in our thoughts and prayers. You will not be forgotten and we are forever in your debt for your ultimate sacrifice. Please continue to look after Andrew and be at peace. Love, Jim and Karen

5.16.06
Erdy~ thought of you and all the others all week, as always. You did so much for us all and I thank you. May you and God be with your family and friends to keep getting them through - bring them peace. Semper Fi!
Much Love, Teri Brill

5.15.06
Nick, one year has passed but your are still as fresh in my mind as you were the last time i saw you. A hero forever. Nobody will ever forget you.
I love you
Jeremy

5.13.06
Nick, a year ago today was the really crappy day for all of us. I remember Tim called me, I was driving and he said "Nick was killed". I couldn't believe it was "our Nick". I was in denial and just thought it had to be some other Nick. Well it wasn't. And in the year that has passed, I think of you every day. When Geoff or Chels says something or does something I think how would Nick have reacted to that and then I cry for your mom and dad knowing that you can't. As painful as your passing has been for us and your other friends, I hope you know that we have all tried to be there for your mom and dad and Erin. They are all so strong. You must be proud. But no one could be prouder than I am of you. And this whole community continues to hold you up as our hero everyday. God Bless you Nick. Watch over us, you know who needs it the most. Love, Lynne

5.12.06
Nicholas,
yesterday was a very rough day here for all of us, and to believe a year has gone by without you here is a crazy thought. I think of you constantly everyday, but yesterday was just one of those days where i didnt think of much else but you. One of the things I kept thinking about was your laugh. I know it has been so long since i have heard it, but it still rings through my ears as if you were sitting right next to me. I love that. and I love you. I am sure thousands of people were struggling with the thought of you yesterday, and that is an amazing impact to have on so many people. I placed a red and yellow rose on your grave, one from myself, and one from bellman. PLease continue to watch over him and his well being in hawaii. Sir Gilb and I are going to come visit you on Sunday[mothers' day- u know how much i love that day] and he is going to play his banjo for you. He has gotten so good nick, you wouldn't believe it. well that's is all i have for now, because if i don't stop now i will write to you forever. so many things to say, so little time. i love you, and no day will pass without me thinking of you. Can't wait to see you again someday. keep it real, kid.
Starr

5.12.06
thinking about you, its been a year but you are still on my mind daily and you and your family are always in my prayers- k. norman

5.11.06
Dearest Nick -
One year ago today . . . and we still struggle so much to accept that you are gone. Your wonderful, smiling face is such a vivid picture in my mind. God Bless You Dear Nick. We love you and will never forget your sacrifice.
CBEE

5.11.06
It's so hard to believe that a year has past and still you are remembered Nick, and always will be. Everyone misses you dearly and wishes you well. There aren't enough thank you's in the world for what you have sacrificed but once again I would like to say thank you. Thanks for everything. You are the definition of a hero.
Megan

5.11.06
Hey Nick! Its been 1 yr seens you have died i miss you bro! i am gonna vist ur grave in a little bit! i miss you like crazy! i rember the day you asked ashley to marry her i was like yes she is gonna marry the coolest guy ever,i told like every1 about it that night,i was at the mcnick bball game to and every1 was like are you serious your sister is gonna marry nick erdy that is awesome,and i was w/ my cuz rachel that night to and she told every1! Nick i wish you were here! The wedding was gonna be crazy! well bro i miss you and i love you and i will NEVER forget you
You're sister in law!
Josephine Boots

5.11.06
Nick, May 11th will always be your day for the rest of all our lives. everyone misses you, You have had an impact on my life and the lives of others. Please help Chase. this is a rough day for all, but when we remember you, we remember you as a hero and a great person.
Love Geoff

5.11.06
Nick,
We love and miss you so very much. I keep on running into soldiers who ask about you because of your sticker on my car. Talking to them makes me proud to know you. It's raining here today which is only suiting for the skies to cry for you and your fellow fallen soldiers on this date in history.
Cole

5.11.06
My Dear Nick - It is impossible to put into words the heartbreak and pain I have felt since your passing one year ago, and today just brings back all the terrible feelings from that time. As I read the letters on this web site I realize even more what a great influence you had on people's lives - even friends I was not familiar with. In your too short life here, you were so important to so many people - and in fact, still are as we still turn to you for support and protection.
You would be proud of Chase and the Wolfe Bros. who you spent so much time with. They are all struggling, too - just like all of us. Dustin, who you helped through some rough times, is with Meghan and is expecting a son in October who he plans to name after you. The list goes on and on.
I miss you more today than yesterday, and pray you are at peace and happy. Keep us in your daily thoughts and watch over us always. My love is everlasting and forever. Love - Granny

5.10.06
Hey Nick, man i am so torn up right now thinking that you died a year ago tommorrow. I miss you like crazy bro. I always wonder what would the world be like if you were alive. I always wonder what you would be liek today. What would you and I do? I couldnt wait till you and Ashley would get married. I remeber the day Ashley and you showed me the ring you got her. Well i wasn't too observent and didnt realize that the ring was on Ashley's ring finger!! Man i remember that night I firgured out that my big sis was gonna marry Nick Erdy!! Nick i told everyone that night!!! I called so many people! Im always wondering what you would be liek today... School is going ok, you know, schools ok, but the night life is good. I miss you liek crazy Nick, I love you. Semper Fi Bro - Jared Boots

5.8.06
nick- it has almost been a year since u left us, & it still seems so unreal. it feels like yesterday we were back in high school. just wanted to let u know that a year has past but not a day goes by that u r not on my mind. this week will be hard so please watch over all of us love always ae

4.30.06
hey nick. just thought i'd drop a line or two while i have you on the brain. which is all the time, but tonight is a little different i think. i have been thinking about you constantly this past week, with the approaching day and all, and because things have been really hard this month. i know you hear my prayers, and i know you can't solve things for me, but it helps to know that i can talk to you about things that you have always helped me with. your best friend needs your help desperately right now, nick , and there is nothing i can do. He doesn't talk to any of us anymore, not even bellman. and it breaks my heart. i keep praying to you every day to do whatever you can to show him that what he is doing is not helping anything, and if someone or something doesn't show him soon, it will be too late and we will lose him for good. i love you nick. and there is not a day that goes by that you are not on my mind and in my heart. please look out for all of us here without you. until next time....

4.23.06
Hey Nick! I just thought I would say hello... we celebrated Erin's 21st over the Easter weekend. You probably would have loved it :) Anyway... just wanted ya to know that everyone still thinks about you and misses you very much. Take care. - Lauren

4.23.06
Hey buddy... it is getting closer to that horrible week last year. It is getting hard on everyone. Just make sure u stay with your family, friends and Boots these next few weeks, cause they will need you. Watch out for my Boy... make sure he is being good... let him know no matter what happens in my life he will always be my best friend and tell him I love him very much and i miss him..... Well you two be good... miss you and think about you everyday...
Kristin

4.11.06
Hello again, NIck - Sometimes I'm not quite sure just what I want to say, as I have pretty well told you all my feelings where you are concerned, but I still have so many thoughts of you when you were here and the times you spent with us that I just feel the need to get in touch with you. There is not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts and heart for all the good you have done, both as a brave Marine and as a friend and grandson. You have had such an impact on so many people, and each day is a reminder of your life here. You are so greatly loved and appreciated and so very missed by all who love you. Stay close and watch over us and all your brothers and touch our lives in whatever way you can. More love than I can say - Granny

3.21.06
Hey bro,
I miss u i havent talked 2 u and seen you 4ever i miss you! I been helping out ashley i wish u were here right now! well i just wanted 2 stop by 2 say i love you i miss you,and i wish you were here right now!
Your sister in law
Josie

3.13.06
Nick, I think about you all the time, you are always in our thoughts. You are still the Hero. Love Geoff

3.11.06
DEAR NICK -- I JUST HAD TO GET IN TOUCH WITH YOU TODAY IN ANY WAY I CAN. SURE WISH THERE WAS A MORE PERSONAL WAY TO TALK WITH YOU AS THERE IS SO MUCH I WOULD LIKE TO SAY. YOU HAVE BEEN GONE FROM HOME FOR OVER A YEAR, AND FROM THIS PLACE FOR 10 MONTHS TODAY. IS IT ANY EASIER TO ACCEPT? NO - I DON'T EXPECT IT TO EVER BE EASY TO ACCEPT, IT IS JUST SOMETHING YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH BECAUSE IT IS REAL - BUT STILL HARD TO BELIEVE. YOUR SMILE IN YOUR PICTURES MAKES IT HARD TO BELIEVE, BUT YOUR MARINE RECORD SPEAKS VOLUMES. WE'LL BE LEAVING FLORIDA SHORTLY TO GO HOME, AND I WILL BE REALLY GLAD TO BE THERE AND VISIT "YOUR PLACE" OCCASIONALLY. SOMEHOW, IT HELPS ME DEAL A LITTLE BETTER EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE. YOUR COURAGE AND STRENGTH AND BRAVERY ARE WITH US EVERY DAY - NO MATTER THE LENGTH OF TIME YOU HAVE BEEN GONE, AND YOU ARE STILL AN INSPIRATION TO US ALL. I LOVE YOU, NICK, MORE EACH DAY - IF THAT'S POSSIBLE AND THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME. KEEP IN TOUCH, AND KNOW I HOLD YOU IN MY HEART -ALWAYS. -- GRANNY

3.1.06
Dearest Nick -
We miss you terribly. Been thinking so much about you -- especially when you were a little boy. I guess the onset of Spring brings on a new bunch of memories. My heart aches to see you again. Don't even want to think about coloring eggs without you!!
We love you Nick. There isn't a day that goes by (or minute, or hour it seems. . . ) that I don't think about you. Watch over us, Nick . . . especially the girls. How they look up to you and Erin! We were able to have dinner with your Mom, Dad and Erin last night. Erin had the girls in the hot tub. They loved it!!!
God Bless You Nick. You are the example we all strive to live up to!
Love,
CBEE

2.24.06
Hey Nick, havent talked to u in a while. I was just thinking about the last time i saw u and started to laugh. I just wanted to say i miss u and love and will always remember the good times we had. Look over us and one day we will see eachother again. Love Todd.

2.21.06
Dear Nick,
I just wanted to leave you a note and let you know what we are all thinking about you, even as time passes. I hope your family knows that you are never forgotten and that we all hold you so deeply in our hearts. I also hope you know that there is not a day that goes by that we do not think of you or miss you.
-Your Highschool Friends

2.15.06
Hey buddy, yesterday was my birthday and my thoughts were very much with you guys, I just want to thank you again for what you did for me over there. Thank you for giving me a second chance, I never could have gotten out of there myself. I owe you my life brother, I will never forget you. Semper Fidelis Erdy!! ~ Bunker

2.14.06
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
THANKS FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE, NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T READ YOUR MARINE PAGE. IT IS TRULY AMAZING HOW MANY PEOPLE'S LIVES YOU HAVE TOUCHED.
WITH ALL MY LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY - JESSICA

2.11.06
Hi Nick,
The other day I was stopped at a red light and looked over at the car next to me; it was your mom. I looked down at my lap and thought about what she must be going through as a mom. Then I looked up at the car in front of me, on the back of the window was a "In Loving Memory of Nick Erdy" sticker and then up on one of those message boards was "Nick gave his all for us". You're everywhere in this small town. I keep getting these chain letters that are survey you have to fill out and in every single one of them it says "My Hero Is....". Before, I never knew what to put, but now it's a simple choice. You're my hero - april

2.11.06
HI NICK - YOU KNOW YOU ARE ESPECIALLY ON MY MIND ON THIS DAY - THE 11TH OF THE MONTH. "OUT OF SIGHT - OUT OF MIND" HAS CERTAINLY NOT HELD TRUE WHERE YOU ARE CONCERNED!! I JUST RECENTLY VOLUNTEERED WITH A GROUP HERE CALLED "OPERATION SHOEBOXERS". THEY DO A TREMENDOUS WORK IN SENDING SUPPLIES TO OUR TROOPS - REALLY ALL KIND OF PERSONAL ITEMS AS WELL AS WRITING LETTERS. I JUST FELT LIKE I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING IN YOUR NAME FOR THE TROOPS, AND THIS SEEMED TO FIT IN. WE MEET ONCE A WEEK AND SEND OUT ABOUT 500 PACKAGES EACH WEEK. I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH ELSE TO REPORT, JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW I'M THINKING OF YOU - VERY PROUDLY - AND MISSING YOU ALWAYS. MUCH LOVE - G-MA-J.

2.6.06
Im coming to drink that beer with you. Your in a better place now with better people and i am so happy for you. (i know you know what i mean by that sentence) I cant wait to see you. With you forever
Jeremy SASEAS Titans #32

2.3.06
HI THERE NICK -- CAN'T GET YOU OFF MY MIND AGAIN TODAY,SO THOUGHT I'D HAVE A LITTLE CHAT WITH YOU. I'VE BEEN A LITTLE BUSY, BUT NOTHING TERRIBLY IMPORTANT - YOU KNOW -- A LITTLE GOLF, LITTLE SHOPPING, LITTLE LAUNDRY AND A LITTLE ENTERTAINING. YOUR MOM AND DAD CAME OVER HERE TO SPEND A FEW DAYS WITH US, AND IT WAS REALLY A TREAT FOR US. WE HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THEM AND THEY SEEMED TO ENJOY BEING HERE. EVERYONE IS DOING PRETTY WELL AT HOME. CHASE HAS BEEN "BURNING THE NETS" UP AT CNE ON THE BASKETBALL COURT AND SEEMS TO BE REALLY ENJOYING HIS LAST YEAR. I'M SURE YOU ARE WITH HIM AT EACH GAME, AND YOU ARE ALWAYS ON ALL OF OUR MINDS. I MISS YOU MORE EVERY DAY AND THINGS JUST SEEM TO BE "OFF" WITHOUT YOU HERE. STAY WITH US, NICK, AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY, HEALTHY, CONTENT AND BUSY TAKING CARE OF ALL OF US AND YOUR FELLOW MARINES. IT'S A BIG JOB, I KNOW, BUT I ALSO KNOW YOU ARE UP TO IT AS YOU HAVE PROVEN TO US IN THE PAST. STAY CLOSE AND HOLD US IN YOUR HANDS AS WE HOLD YOU IN OUR HEARTS. LOVE TODAY AND ALWAYS - GRANNY

1.31.06
Nick, i just wanted to say whats up. Your man came home last week from basic, you would be so proud. He is a bad ass and probably one of the luckest becasue he is moving to Oahu. Perfect for him huh?! Nick we miss you here, but i love seeing your picture almost everywhere i go. I am actually writing because i need you to keep Bellman safe and happy where ever he may end up. I know you will not let him be harmed. thanks nick. --kristy

1.29.06
Nick!
Hey bro, i was looking at your picture and some thought came to my mind and i thought that i would leave you a message. School is going well, you know school is school, but football is great! We lift monday, wednesday, and friday at 6 in the morn. I got my first varsity letter. Ashley and Bunker have been up here twice and also your sister came up one time too! HAHA it was a great time! We call her the midnight suprise. haha. I miss you liek crazy and i really wanted you to come visit me at Northern. But I know your always with me wherever I go. My birthday was saturday and i had a blast! Can you guess what game we played? Yep, edward 40 hands!! haha that was a very fun night. Well bud its getting late and i need to do some homework. Im trying to make you proud! Miss ya like crazy.... Semper Fi
J-Boots

1.29.06
Hey there Brother, I just got back home from training. I thought of you all the time and you inspired me to always keep pushing forward. This place just isn't the same without you, so it's time for me to move on. I'll be on Oahu if you'd ever like to come visit. I am still proud of you, even though you are a major league d-bag. By the way you should check out the new Batman movie if you get a chance, it's pretty much the sweetest movie ever. Take it easy Nick and I'll catch you on the flipside buddy. - Andrew

1.21.06
Well, Nick, I'm writing you from"sunny" Florida. My computer had a few glitches in it when I first arrived, so it has taken me awhile to get it straightened out. The weather has been very nice, but I haven't played any golf yet. Had to get settled in first. I don't have much news to report as I am a little out of touch with the people we have in common. Of course, I think of you every day and have your pictures all over the house here, too. I'll be in touch again soon, but until then just know I love you and miss you terribly. Also, your
grandpa says hello, too . More later - Love - Granny

1.16.06
hey nick, sorry i havent written on here i really havent known what to say, i have finally realized how weird it is to not have you here. Every time im with your parents or with Chase im reminded of you, you have changed Chase in best way i think anyone can do. Anytime im at a party or at a party at your house im reminded that you would be right there with us all acting crazy like the rest of us. i see poems of Marines all the time, and you better belive i have you stuck on my car window, making sure that everyone knows how much of a hero you really are. I found this Marines poem i know you've probably read it before but i love it and i wanted you to read it....
A Marine Faces God
The soldier stood and faced God, which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining just as brightly as his brass. "Step foward now, you soldier, how shall I deal with you? Have you alwasy turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't' because those of us who carry guns can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough; and sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But I never took a penny that wasn't mine to keep. . . Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills just got too steep, and I never passed a cry for help--though at times I shook with frea--and sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, among the people; they never wanted me around, except to calm their fears.
There's actually one more that i think you'll like! ;)
STUFF: A nebulous term that can refer to (1) a tangible thing, or to (2) a situation, condition, or process, as exemplified below:
A: This is rough stuff. Typical statement of an Air Force NCO while driving his air-conditioned sedan, from his air-conditioned office, to his air-condition quarters, in the rain.
B: This is really rough stuff: Typical statement of an Army Ranger, weapon at sling arms and carrying a 30 pound pack, after jumping from an aircraft and marching eight miles to his rally point, in the rain.
C:This is horrible stuff: Typical statement of a Navy SEAL, lying in the mud with his 40 pound pack, weapon in hand, after jumping from an aircraft, swimming a mile to shore, and crawling past enemy positions to his objective, in the rain.
D: I love this stuff: Typical statement of a camouflaged U.S. Marine Recon, up to his eyeballs in a vermin-infested swamp, with his 60 pound pack, a weapon in each hand; after killing several alligators while negotiating the swamp, assaulting the enemy camp and slaying all occupants; and after slithering back into the slime of the swamp with plans to kill all enemy soldiers who wander past his undetectable vantage point, in the rain.
If that doenst let people know the sacrifice you gave for you country and countrymen then i dont know what does, you'll always be with me forever and always.
"MillerLite aint really my brand but i drink one every now and then" love you bud
Chelsea

1.15.06
hey nick- just want you to know that I think about you every single day and will never be able to forget about you thank you kristin norman

1.14.06
HI NICK -Guess what? I met the Platoon Leader who was with you in Israel! One of my good high school friends works at Cintas when Xavier has a game, and her son is in charge of security. One of the Cincinnati Policemen (Sgt. MIke Brown) mentioned he might be deploying to Iraq in March, and she mentioned to him that my grandson had been KIA in Iraq a few months ago and gave him your name. He said he had been your Platoon Leader for 8 months and had only great things to say about you. She got his phone number and I called him and met him. He gave me a picture of you and the rest of the platoon with the Israel terror squad you trained with. I had copies made of the picture because he wanted it back. I told Tony you looked pretty serious in the picture, but he said he thought you were just trying to look "tough". It was great to meet MIke and talk to someone personally who had been with you there. It seems like every day something special happens to bring you closer to mind (if that's at all possible) and there are a lot of "coincidences" relating to your situation. I can't seem to hear enough about your experiences and I look for every opportunity to do so. We are leaving for Florida tomorrow, and I will be getting in touch with you from down there. I'm sure you will be with me there even as you are here. Missing you and thinking of you is a part of every day life, and somehow, time or place doesn't seem to make a difference. My pride in you for your honor and bravery grows stronger every day and, of course, your sacrifice is unbeatable. I love you, Nick, and I need you to stay close and keep an eye on all of us. Be happy and content and keep in touch. Love - G-Ma-J (Grand-Ma-Jo)

1.10.06
Nickkkkkk whats up little guy? HOw was your Christmas? Did you play secret santa up there or what haha. Anyway how about them Redskins? We will dominate Seattle this week, you should watch the game on High Definition, you can actualyy hear the bones break when Lavar hits somebody. School is shitty, im ready to be done, im all partied out it feels like. I have 1 huge party remaining and thats when i see you again, we will get crazy. I miss you man, the days never get easier, its weird. Maybe I need to take all your pics down....nah screw that. Well i hope your having fun doing whatever your doing. With you forever......
Jeremy

1.1.06
Dear Nick -
Well, 2006 has arrived, and we are missing you so much. The holidays have been so hard. Not having you here with us for our family Christmas celebration was just heart-wrenching. I can't help but remember last year at our house. It was the last time we saw you. How I wish we could turn back time . . . . God Bless You, Nick. We love you so!
CBEE

1.1.06
Happy New Year, Nick! My computer has been down for a couple of weeks so I was unable to write to wish you a Merry Christmas - but you must know I was thinking of you all the time. It was a very somber Christmas as you were in all of our thoughts for several days leading up to the "big day" because we knew how very much you would be missed. I kept thinking that you were here with us last year and what fun we had. Everyone was home for Christmas - at least for a part of the day - except for you. Your spirit was definitely with us because everyone was thinking of you and missing you terribly. I certainly hope this New Year will be a huge improvement over last year as that was probably the worst year we have ever had. You are truly an inspiration to me, Nick, and every day I remember some little incident that was so meaningful to me from when you were here to visit or when your family lived with us in the process of building your homes. I enjoy these little chats with you, I just wish they weren't so one-sided. I hope you have a great year and will keep in touch any way you can. I love you dearly and will be in touch again soon. Love - Granny

12.23.05
Dear Nick,
It was an honor in helping with your benefit. We had so much fun. I know that you know how much I love your dad and family and I will do anything that they ask of me. It is an honor in having you as my quarterback and son on the football field. I will always know what we meant to each other. Nick, everybody at your benefit was family. Eventhough we were from different backgrounds, everyone seemed like they were together. You know how much I love the GCL, but your dad and I went to the St.X-Hilliard game and sat on Hilliard's side. I rooted for Hilliard and they did outplay St.X but still came up short. Your dad and I had a great time and he saw some of the old players he played with. He would not let me brag about him to everybody but the way they talked he must have been an ass-kicker! Well probably not as good as a back but still pretty tough. Today is 12-23, and I keep your family in my thoughts. All the Marines are going to the Bengals game courtesy of Marvin Lewis. Your family is going too. Do you think they have enough beer at the stadium for the Marines? Well, I must go. I love you, I always have. Merry Christmas, son.

12.21.05
Merry Christmas Nick, Thanks for helping Chase, keep up the good work, he's playing unstoppable.
"Miller Lite aint my brand"

12.14.05
Thank you Nick,
Michelle

12.12.05
Whats up Nicholas? How are you doing? I bet your just as happy as can be up there. Your foundation is going to be a fortune 500 company soon if they keep raising all the money like they have been doing. I think all of us had a little to much fun at the big event. You dad hooked us up with lots of alcohol. Tony was a complete mess, and your sis passed out in the car eventhough it was like 10 degrees out, haha. All of our friends stumbled out after them and i know you would have been right there with us. In other news the Redskins are dominating and are going to the playoffs and will win the super bowl. Well i just wanted to say HI and i miss you. See you in the future......with you forever
Jeremy

12.11.05
Hi Nick - Well, the "big snow" hit here on Thursday and it was a real bummer. Grandpa had a doctor appointment at Christ Hospital at 3:30, and we got home at 9:00 that night. That's enough snow for me! We went to your benefit for Marine families last Sat., and it was a huge success. Everyone is so supportive of any of your events. Now we are getting ready for Christmas and then back to Florida for a few months. We wanted to stay home for a few weeks to watch some of Chase's B-ball, as well as Lucas and Jarod. They really are doing very well. I miss you more than words can say and am so very proud of you. I think we all needed a real hero, and you stepped up and made the big sacrifice. We are forever in your debt! Stay close and know we think of you all the time. Much love - always - Granny

12.5.05
Nick,
Hey buddy. Just wanted to say hi. Lima company is home as im sure you know. It really sucks being a fresh boot or "fish" as they like to call us. Its ok though. Everybody is the new guy at some point. I wish you could be there to give me shit with the rest of them. I talked to kristy and she said that Bellman loves the army. Im happy for him. Its really badass to talk to others who were with you over there. Everybody thinks your great. So do I. I saw Jarhead. It was pretty good but not that good. You probably would have liked it. I went to your dance at the armory. Everything was a lot of fun until your mom started feeding me those crazy fruity drinks called madras. They had to carry me out because i was throwing up all over the place. You would have thought it was funny. It wasnt that funny . I was way sick dude. Anyways, keep watching over all of us. We miss you so much everyday. We think about you everyday. I love you and I will always strive to be the Marine you were.
Love, Tony

12.3.05
Nick,
You'll never see this, and we never knew each other. Yet I find myself coming back to this page time and again, looking into the face of someone who gave the ultimate gift to me and to my family. As both an Air Force veteran and a Marine's wife, I know well how much freedom costs.
It seems I always leave a tear or two while I am here. You have become a personification of sorts for me, the meaning of duty, honor, and country.
Thank you for what you did. I hope my son is half the person you were.Sincerely,
Kit Jarrell
formerly 37th AS, USAF
SD Wing, 1999-2004 USAFA
http://euphoricreality.net

11.23.05
"it is the soldier, not the reporter who has given us freedom of the press. it is the soldier, not the poet who has given us freedom of speech. it is the soldier, not the campus organizer who has given us freedom to demonstrate. it is the soldier, not the lawyer who has given us the right to a fair trial. it is the soldier who salutes the flag, whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protestor to burn the flag." -Charles Province

11.15.05
Hey buddy......i just wanted to drop a quick note while i was thinkin about ya.....lets see.....bellman left for the army and i just wanted to make sure you were lookin out for him whie he is away from home. It's amazing the impact you have had on all of your friends and the inspiration you instilled in everyone....the service at mcnick went pretty well for you.....the pictures they always have up of you crack me up...i can't help but laugh when I see your sarcastic grimaces- one thing about you is no one could ever figure out what you were up to. and you are always up to something.....i also just wanted to thank you for answering my prayers with jacob....i knew with your help everything would be fine. Nick , i miss you more than the words i write to you could ever describe....but i just wanted to tell you one more time, much love. i will never forget all of the shit we have been through together....until next time...i love you with all of my heart.
starr

11.15.05
Dear Nick,
I just wanted to let you know that I think about you each and every day! Me and lil Erdy (Erin) see each other when we can and talk about you often. You'd be so proud of her! She's trying so hard to make the most out of life! You've really helped to open all of our eyes Nick...and it makes me so happy to know that your spirit will continue to teach and bless so many people! I'm so excited for you dinner and auction. It's unbelievable how many people want to be a part of it! It just goes to show how your kind heart and amazing soul has touched so many lives. I miss you and love you Nick and will write again soon!
~Rachel~

11.14.05
Nick,
Hey It's Cole again- I forgot to mention a few things the other day since I was at work and in a hurry. I was wondering if you could do me a favor. I want you to look after a friend of mine who has just joined you among the clouds. His name is Doug Rowe and he died on your birthday. As you lost your life in battle, he lost his battling cancer. He is a Marine as well. He likes to laugh and smile as much as you do. You can even tell him that story of when you and Erin gave your Aunt Lisa ( my wife) those kneepads as a gag gift since she kept on falling down the stairs. SEMPER FI to you, Doug and all Marines. Keep smiling- we love and miss you lots.
Cole

11.13.05
Nick,
I know I'm only your uncle by marriage but I sure do miss you man. I've got no one to team up with at family functions to make fun of people like that time at Grandma's funeral when we made fun of that one cousin- you know the one. Or that time at Christmas at your Mom and Dad's house when you and Erin made fun of my wife your Aunt Lisa. It's been quite rough without you as the holidays will be too. I'll have no one to fight over the shrimp or your Mom's taters with bbq sauce. We love and miss you very much.
Cole

11.11.05
Dear Nick - Well, today is your 6th month anniversary. They say "time heals all wounds". All I can say is I must be in the wrong time zone or something, because I sure don't feel very "healed". The pain of losing you is just as strong today as it was six months ago. I try to draw from your strength every day and I know you are there for me, but it is just so difficult. If you had not been such a fun, loving and caring grandson it might be easier to bear - although I doubt it as grandchildren truly are a blessing from God.
There was a wonderful ceremony at McNick today for all the Veterans - but especially for you, and it was very touching and you were honored and recognized for your bravery and sacrifice for all of us. Our good friend, Tony, was there all dressed in his dress blues and looked fantastic. I know you were very proud of his accomplishments, too. He is every bit the proud Marine you knew he would be. Most of the family was there, and we were all so proud to see you receive all the recognition you deserve.
I'll be in touch with you a little later on - in the meantime, Semper Fi, and keep a close eye on all of us down here. You see, --- we still need you!!
Love you more than I can say ---- Granny

11.2.05
nick,
i know you dont know me, but i feel like i know you. everyday i think about you and dustin and the sacrafice you made for our country. you inspire me so much, i even have a picture of you as the backround of my computer and cell phone.when i think of you i remember to live today for all its worth because you never know what will happen tomorrow.no body asks to be a hero it just sometimes turns out that way.nick and dustin, i just want you to know that you and your families are truely inspiration to many people.you all will always be in my prayers.amy bergman

10.25.05
Happy Birthday Nick, a couple days late but i know you dont care, Ive known your bday since 5th grade. Take care of yourself, Im with you forever. Love you man
Jeremy

10.23.05
Nick,
We were never good friends in high school, but we are brothers and sisters in arms. It makes me so PROUD to say that I served with you in Operation Iraqi Freedom. Although in different services and in different parts of Iraq, I was over there serving for the same purpose.The exact day I made my homecoming to Cincinnati from my deployment on May 13th, Andrea called me and told me the news.....I was devastated. I am SO proud of you Nick... we all went over there knowing that tomorrow was never promised, yet we went. You are truley my hero Nick. I wish that I could BS with you about our experiences over there but unfortunately the man above had another plan. Nick, you are and never will be forgotten... you live in my heart and the hearts of many including those still over in Iraq serving right now. May God ease the pain of your loved ones and may your soul truley rest in peace. God bless you Nick for giving the ultimate sacrifice. Please watch over the other service men and women in the AOR... and PLEASE watch over my brother Brendan who is still currently in Baghdad. May all of the souls of the faithful depart, through the mercy of God, REST IN PEACE Amen. - Colleen Ormond

10.22.05
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NICK - I visited "your place" today and was happy to see that you have a lot of balloons, flowers, and other remembrances. So many people think of you always and remember all the fun times we have had with you. There will be a mass said tonight at St.Louis for you and Chase for your birthdays and hope you are blessed on your way. Stay close - and especially, thank you for the most wonderful sacrifice anyone can make. You have made more of a difference in this world than you could have ever imagined. You are so loved and respected and honored -- as you well deserve. We love you now and forever -- Granny and Grandpa.

10.22.05
Happy Birthday Nick!
God Bless You...... - Mary Laugherty

10.21.05
Hey man its chase. I know you know but today is the big 18th B-day. I hate it with you not here with me this year since it is the first ever B-day with out the both of us. i miss you so much man i dont go a day without thinking of you. you have always ment so much to me i have always wanted to be exactly like you. anyways your B-day is tomorrow and i hope it is great. i dont know what we are all going to do but i will come and see you. well man i love you and i will NEVER forget you. you have always been my hero.
Chase

10.18.05
HI NICK - SURE WISH YOU HAD BEEN WITH THE "HOMECOMING" GROUP -- IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT TO BE HAPPY FOR THE MEN WHO DID COME HOME AS WE HAD HOPED YOU WOULD BE WITH THEM. I'VE HAD SOME NICE VISITS WITH YOUR GOOD MARINE BUDDY, TONY, AND CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MUCH I ADMIRE HIM AS HE ADMIRES YOU. YOU HAVE HAD SUCH AN IMPACT ON SO MANY PEOPLE'S LIVES AND YOU DID IT IN YOUR OWN SIMPLE WAY. YOU HAVE SO MANY GREAT FRIENDS WHO ARE ALL SO LOYAL TO YOU AND SO RESPECTFUL TO YOU. SO, YOU SEE, YOU DID SO MANY THINGS RIGHT - EVEN AS A CIVILIAN - AND, OF COURSE, AS A MARINE THERE IS NONE BETTER. I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE WITHOUT SOMEONE MENTIONING YOU TO ME ALMOST EVERY DAY - AND, OF COURSE, THAT MAKES ME SO PROUD TO SAY THAT YOU ARE MY GRANDSON. KEEP IN CLOSE TOUCH AND KNOW I KEEP YOU CLOSE IN MY HEART AND MIND EVERYDAY. FOREVER AND EVER MY LOVE - GRANNY JO

10.13.05
Nick, i miss you man, we all do, you watch everything i do now, i dont know if thats a good or bad thing! i think about you all the time, and wonder what you're doing. Nick you are what a true hero is supposed to be, and i thank you so much for your sacrifice and am honored to be part of your family. - geoff carter

10.12.05
WELCOME HOME LIMA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are All Brave Heros.
I am bursting with pride.

Dearest Nicholas,
Your Brothers are finally home-Thank God.

Your Website is incredible!
I "visit" often.

I wrote you & Ash poems. I told her I would send them a long time ago. Felt like you were there when I wrote them.

"When We Hold Hands..."
I honestly realize how much I Love You
& how very proud that I am to know you.
I feel a connection & so understand
that being with you was part of the plan.
Now I know why Nick fell in love with you
Because my Dear Ashley, I have too.
So scared of losing you,
just want the time.
To get to know you, My Beloved-
Ashley Divine.
Love,
Aunt Gail

"I Was Wondering?..."
How bright & wide does a smile get in Gods Light?
Can you smile bigger now?
And does it still fit your face?
Do your eyes encompass & reflect your Life?
Can you see for miles & through Ages of Time?
Have you heard Gods voice?
Were you scared?
Did Michael the Archangel salute you?
Is Jesus tired?
Do you rest in the Arms of The Mother Mary?
Will you & Mom meet me when The Time comes?
Are you "Preparing a Place" for all of us there?
Do you need my help?
Never-Ending Love,
Aunt Gail

10.11.05
Hey Baby,
Man. Lima came home on Friday and I'm not gonna lie--it was terrible. I just kept thinking how you were supposed to tackle me and how i just wanted so badly to jump on you and kiss you when i finally got to see you. Doc Wentworth took care of me and Strahle and Bunker and Kristin and Erin too. Your birthday is coming up and I know that that day among the harder ones too. I love you and miss you more than anything and i can not wait to see you again someday. The nights I have dreams about you I awake crying, but then again I am happy because it is the only time i have with you these days. I think about you evey minute of the day. I love you. Dont forget.
Ash

10.2.05
Hey buddy... I miss you... I wish that I could be greeting you on Thursday so You Ash Dustin and I could go to Disney.... It would of been so great... But you did your job.... you got your friends home safely and laid to rest as a hero... You are a hero Nicholas Erdy... and we love and miss you everyday.... u just better make sure dustin is being good up there... SEMPER FI my friend.... and may we meet again soon..... love ya Kristin

9.26.05
Dearest Nick -
We miss you so much. I know your unit will be coming home soon, and we feel so overwhelmed by the thought -- that you should be with them. I was so looking forward to your hugs when you came home -- you'd have to bend in half to reach me!
It's almost your birthday -- remember how we'd been celebrating your birthday with Chloe's the last few years? I have such great pictures of you two together -- blowing out the candles!
God Bless You Nick! We are trying to accept that you're gone -- but, it is so hard. Watch over all of us and be with us when you can. Our lives will never be the same without you.
Love Always,
CBE

9.23.05
nick, i just lerned how to write a message on this page and i think its pretty neat. i just wanted you to know that i joined the marines because of you. i want to be like you. the biggest regret i have in my life is not signing up when you did. but thats niether here nor there. i just wish that you could see the person ive become. i miss you nick and and i think about you every day. you are the best friend i ever had. i want to have my chance to go just like you. sometimes i sit and think about all the stupid shit that we did and all the stupid shit you let me do. i was reading my year book from when we were sofmores and you drew some horrible picture that my mom found. she didnt care because it was you. me and vinnie went out to st louis last week to see you. remember when you broke his ankle after it was already broken. i guess i could go on about things but i wont. this is a real nice set up you have here on this web page. im retarded when it comes to computers. i got your letter you sent me in boot camp but i sent it through the wash. anyways i miss you and i love you. your my hero.
tony

9.15.05
Hey there lil buddy, hope everything is going well with you and your new home. Dont bully people around up there like you did while you were here with us. I think about you everyday, Im still trying to figure out what to do. Watch over our friends, espicially tony, geisting, drew and luke. Ill see you again.
Forever with you
Jeremy

9.14.05
Dear Nick,
Well, Andrew has left for Army Basic Training now and it seems so strange to have him gone and not be able to contact him. I know that he is doing what he wants to do and we are very proud of him just as your Mom and Dad are proud of you. I know you will be looking down on Andrew and hopefully will help keep him safe.
We saw your Mom and Dad a few weeks ago at O'Charley's for the Yellow Ribbon night and they seem to be doing pretty well. Glad Andrew got to see them before he left and got a big hug from your Mom!
We miss you, Nick, and think of you all the time.
Love,
Jim and Karen

9.12.05
hey nick just wanted to say that ive been thinking of you and i miss u so much thanks for everything. love always - Abby

9.11.05
HI NICK - THIS DATE FOUR MONTHS AGO WAS THE MOST HORRIBLE DAY IN MY LIFE -- AS IT TURNED OUT, IT WAS ALSO THE MOST HORRIBLE DAY IN YOUR LIFE. I JUST VISITED YOUR "PLACE" HERE, AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK WHERE YOU BELONG-- HOME WITH US, HOWEVER, I'M SURE YOU WERE DOING WHAT YOU REALLY WANTED TO DO AND WERE TRAINED TO DO, AND WERE HAPPY TO DO -- JUST DIDN'T PLAN FOR THINGS TO TURN OUT AS THEY DID. I KEEP HOPING I WILL BE ABLE TO ACCEPT YOUR BEING GONE, BUT IT JUST DOESN'T HAPPEN. THINGS ARE JUST NOT AS BRIGHT AS THEY USE TO BE AND THERE SEEMS TO BE SUCH A VOID IN OUR LIVES. WE MISS YOUR BRIGHT SMILE AND HAPPY FACE, AND I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING FOR ANOTHER ONE OF THOSE "TALL" HUGS. STAY IN TUNE WITH US, NICK, AND KEEP CLOSE. LOVE TO YOU ALWAYS - GRANDMA JO.

8.25.05
dear nick,
we have started football. I think of you every day. I am still trying to find a QB like you . All the kids know about you. Those two years were the best in my life. All the original Titans were the greatest kids in the world. Their parents too. I wish all people could understand the sacrifice you and the original Titans showed. You are the bravest and you make me so proud. I need to find some QB that knows all my crazy signals like you did. I think we may have a couple. These new Titans are great kids, just like you. You are always in my heart. I promise to help take care of your mom, dad, Erin, Ashley and other family members when they need it. I wish I was half the Marine you and the other guys are. We owe so much to you guys. We will stay strong for you. What is a Titan? He is a Marine, he is Nick Erdy. I love you, Semper Fi - coach mc cracken

8.24.05
Nick,
I just wanted to let you know i am thinking about you. I was out in o-town alll day, and it made me miss you even more. you will never be forgotten. i love you.

8.18.05
"If I am inclined to doubt, steady my faith; if I am tempted, make me strong to resist; if I should miss the mark, give me courage to try again.
Guide me with the light of truth and grant me wisdom by which I may understand the answer to my prayer."- Marine's prayer
Thank you for being steady, strong, courageous, and wise as a marine and as a man. - your loved ones

8.11.05
Nick - Just wanted to say hi & let u know that not a day goes by that i dont think about u. Please watch over everyone & keep them safe. We love u Nick & we miss tons Love Always, AE

8.6.05
Thank you. I wish i could have been there with you. - Lukas Fisher

8.4.05
Dearest Nick -
We miss you so much. The girls have been so brave through all of this and talk about you all the time. We are so proud of you.
Your commitment and sacrifice to all of us . . our country . . . sets the standard by which we all live our lives today. We won't come close to what you accomplished in your short life with us . . . but, we will try to live up to your example. We will never forget you . . . or your Marine brothers.
Please watch over all of us, Nick, and be with us as much as you can. You are our hero. We love you. Kiss Mom for us!
Love,
CBE

8.4.05
nick,
just wanted to say hey, let you know i was thinking about you lately and how much you have been missed. went to the fair last week and saw so much of you still living here it sucks to have to come to reality and know we won't be seeing you come home with the rest of your troop. but i'm sure you are just fine up there hopefully your not getting into to much trouble like all the other stories i have heard. you are always in my prayers nick. i will try to keep ash out of trouble here i told her we had to go out before school starts. you will always be in my heart forever.
love always Jill

8.2.05
Nick. I cant really describe how much you are missed by everyone, but I know there isn't a second that goes by that your parents, erin and ashley dont think of you. haha erin, britt, ashley and i got one of those old fashioned pictures at the fair! I think you probably would have laughed pretty hard at us cause everyone else sure did. Anyway I just wanted to say hi and let ya know that we are trying our best to take care of your family and we love all of them veryvery much! God Bless and thank you for everything.
Lauren

8.2.05
Man Nick, today is one of those days I have just been thinkin about you......I wanted to just say hello as always, and let you know how much I miss you.......I cannot stop listening to second hand smoke......you'd think by now I'd be sick of it but now I dont think it could ever get old....it is still so hard, this whole situation, but the hilarious memories at times, override the sadness. I'll write again to you soon. Much love,
Starr

8.1.05
Nick, I didn't know you well, but I remember you and Erin from St. Louis. I was one grade older and when I heard of the news I was so shocked. It's hard when it hits home and since Owensville is such a small community, it hit everybody. Bless you for fighting for our country. I hope everyone realizes what our soldiers are doing out there and the sacrifices they make. Bless your family and Ashley, I will keep all of you in my prayers and hope that your pain will ease with time.
Kristen Miller

7.25.05
Nick- you may be gone from this earth, but you are far from forgotten. - All your friends

7.25.05
Hey Baby,
So I finally started back at the hospital this past week. It has been really hard actually. A lady asked about your picture on my purse and it turns out her nephew is in the 3/25 L Co, too. She asked if you were currently over there and I just burst into tears, then she started crying and it was pretty shitty. Bunker finally got his new eyes which is cool, and he is taking me and your family to the Clippers game. We are also gonna go to the steve miller band concert which i know you would've loved. That is gonna be really hard, remember all the times we jammed to that CD in the truck?? hahaha. I love you so much, but i know you already know that. Your family is taking great care of me, I love them all so much. Clayton asked me if I was a part of the Erdy family the other day and Erin was like "YES!". hahah he is so cute. A bunch of marines that got sent home are gonna be at family day on Sunday, along with Kristin and the usual, so I am looking forward to that. Well I hope you are having fun up there, tell Derga I said hi. I miss you terribly andl love you more than I can describe!
Ash

7.24.05
nick- i justed wanted to say hello and that i am always thinking of you. I mean every time i look at Turkish i think how you could have ever come up with such a name. But of course you were right on the money becasue Sir Turkish fits him very well. pl